Current state

Honest or dishonest?

Dishonest : so so. I am fine.

Honest : unhappy. Like much.

Maybe due to exhaustion, boredom, loneliness, dissapointment, and several things lost recently, such as works and me time routine. Meanwhile, endless house works only make it worse.

Sometimes, I feel like trapped here with all those stuff I have to do. I just can ignore it actually, but I can’t.

Update :
It is getting sucker and sucker. If only my mum were still here and healthy, I would not stay here at all.

Never mind the houseworks, I don’t really mind doing all those with very little help. What bothers is that everyone think that I am such a housekeeper.

Won’t go any details. I just want to escape from here. I am tired of everyone’s selfishness.