Mourning

I couldn’t be more suffering of being far away from home than today.

It’s losing the last chance of meeting one of the most important person in my life.

I can’t help and stop crying from the morning my phone rang and received that news and worse, i can not fly home. it breaks my heart so badly.

I want to hug her

She always have lovely smell

and she always cry everytime we talk on the phone

I really want to be there. The feeling of not be able of meeting her and touch her really killing me.

Nek, Kak Indi sayang nenek.

Sayaaaang sekali.

If only you could wait for me a bit..

I really want to hug you for the last time

Thank you for everything, for my 27 years being with you.

Kak Indi sayang nenek. sayang sekali…