Here We Go Again

New month with old cycle once again. Of course, it’s far from surprising but yeah, it’s still tiring.

I don’t have many things to say about the whatever name it is called, but I do have a lot to say about how the people up there deal with this situation once again.

I really wish they learn a lot from what happened last year, how devastating it was, but somehow, I don’t think this goldfish memory people can turn into herds of elephant. Remembering how ignorant they had beed during the first year of pandemic, I am so sceptical they could do better this time.

Two weeks after happily enjoyed offline school, it was closed once again. As I have written before, the children are the ultimate pandemic hidden victim in this country. It is almost certain, judging from current situation, it won’t be opened till the end of academic year, I guess. Hopefully not.

Heading to the third year, staying safe and sane is not as hard as years before. What I still find hard is feeling secured.

I don’t miss traveling (that much). What I miss is feeling secured of doing daily things. Sending the doctor to work without worrying too much, letting the little girl join a group class without anxiety, going places here and there around the town without thinking too long.

I don’t miss large gathering like wedding. What I miss is being able to meet whom I want to meet without overthinking about the risk.

I am fully aware about countless privileges we have during these years. Being able to throw some rants here shows how much privileged we are.

Still, spare me some space for a cup of whine.

Hope everyone here and out there stay safe, stay healthy, and stay vigilant to face whatever things we have to deal with, sooner or later.