One Step at a Time

The period of so many drafts yet not even one could be published because it’s always stuck after few paragraphs.

It feels like too much distractions around since the last post. Or maybe, let’s point all the finger to the opposite direction. I take the blame for allowing myself being distracted too often in the past few weeks.

The conversation inside the head is still loud as usual, few important things are on the table which needed to be addressed, yet, couldn’t help silencing them with quick dopamine flow and try to avoid the real work.

I am actually writing this to distract myself from the nervousness of talking in front of audience in less than an hour. This is one of few important things I wrote above. Accepted the offer with the number, have prepared quite thoroughly, yet, talking is not the forte. But, it’s something that I want and need to do. It’s been a while since the last time I heard my heart beating so loudly while my hands are sweaty.

Whenever something is too overwhelming inside the head, the mind spells this casts :

One thing at a time.

One step at a time.

One writing at a time.

Hopefully soon, more writing for next time.