Category: Life happens

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Another mourning..

Posted on by arlanadya

I don’t know whether this is real or not..

we have another sad news : Om Eko passed away today.

Two weeks in a row. The grief over my grandma hasn’t yet recovered, then this one feels like …. I don’t know….

My mum flew to gorontalo this morning, while i’ll be back once again tomorrow.

I really haven’t any courage to go back there. Twice in a row, being in the airport only makes me cry. I wish i just could stay.

I remember my first post on this year.

I remember clearly stated this year would be an exciting and memorable year due to some (big) events ahead.

Then, I was wrong. and right.

I think exciting is a wrong term, while memorable, yes, it is indeed.

I feel like I’m attacked when I’m unprepared.

And I’ll go on while some pieces of my heart are taken away

Forever…

Posted in Life happens, Thoughts

Mourning

Posted on by arlanadya

I couldn’t be more suffering of being far away from home than today.

It’s losing the last chance of meeting one of the most important person in my life.

I can’t help and stop crying from the morning my phone rang and received that news and worse, i can not fly home. it breaks my heart so badly.

I want to hug her

She always have lovely smell

and she always cry everytime we talk on the phone

I really want to be there. The feeling of not be able of meeting her and touch her really killing me.

Nek, Kak Indi sayang nenek.

Sayaaaang sekali.

If only you could wait for me a bit..

I really want to hug you for the last time

Thank you for everything, for my 27 years being with you.

Kak Indi sayang nenek. sayang sekali…