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So long..

It feels like years that i haven’t written anything.

Currently in my last chapter here. I have been enjoying (maybe) the longest holiday in my life. I just hope it will finish well and , maybe again soon.

I just have two un-answeres questions while i am here :

– Why, can not we have such good transportation system back in my country?while almost all these jiran countries have those already. I never could understand.

– Why, the language become so differ than ours?the accent , which i found sometimes is quite annoying, while it came from the same root?

Never mind.

However, this year would also be one of the most exciting and memorable year.

Having another degree, will travel again insya Allah on September and having another birthday there (amin,amin, amin), and another big(gest) plan in the end of the year, Insya Allah.

Still have not any clear direction where to go from here. I hope i’ll just find the right place along the way. the only thing i care about is finding the way to my constant stomachaches destinations. It’s absolutely a guilty pleasure to read those blogs and searching for promo tickets, click any dates, and see how much it cost,hehe.

I just believe i’ll be there someday,let’s keep it in mind and have some faith.

Till then…

Posted in Postgraduate Malaysia

Update

It’s almost the 5th week here!
Alhamdulillah everything has been settled which i really really really grateful about that. Hopefully, this semester will be accomplished well. say, AMIN!
Let see how i’ve been doing since the first week.

1. I promise to cook more often

Well, I did, I did, I did!:))
I’ve been cooking every week and that’s quite good,haha. Well, at least, it’s eatable;)

My courses are going well so far. I’m going to have my first presentation by next week. And i cant hardly wait to go home:))

What else?Hm, we’re doing fine. and hopefully, we’ll keep doing fine. Amin..

I think that’s all for now. I’ll see u later!

Oh, I almost forget, October is here, which means, another year of mine is gone. And, wow, what a number, it’s 27!Alhamdulillah:)

Posted in Postgraduate Malaysia

First week

No, it’s not about pregnancy as i’ve seen in many blogs i red.

Passed the first week here. Had few things settled such as room, including a (very nice) roomate, fee course, but the course itself. I hope next week everything will settle insya Allah. Amin.

Being far from home always make me think a lot. I don’t know, maybe because i have nothing to be done except those basic things that human alive does.

I realize more here how unfriendly i am. It’s totally different with my nice roomate. She’s very open to everyone. even some people just knocked at our door, then greeted her “hi, charming” then they just talked to her in a best-friend manner. One thing that might be too hard for me.

I think i’m very low at my social skill. I dont like talking to other people and (worse) i don’t really care. I don’t bother to join any social media. Even when i have a blog, which is one of that socmed, i don’t want any people read this. Am i too possesive about me?Well, it scares me too(sometimes).

I have promised to be better this semester. I’ve promised to go around more, cook often, and be nicer. The result of my first week, still unseen yet. I’m too lazy to go around, and the food i brought from home are still available.

Oh, instead of going around here, i’ve booked a ticket to go home next month

Nice sad, isn’t it?

Lets hope for a better me next week!

 

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Deactivated from home

So I’m back here. Struggling with this school stuff.

Trying my best to solve all the (small-but-annoying-my-mind) problems and alhamdulillah, slowly, they are all done. But, i haven’t solved one of the most important one which can affect all the plans ahead. Dear Allah, please help me..

I miss home even more than the first semester.

and having a very strong drive to go home on october

(It rhymes, doesn’t it?)

Then i realise one thing

Travel and being far from home teach us to understand how priceless family and friends are

and

to see where our truly home is

Posted in Postgraduate Malaysia

Gloom, gloom..

Kalau bahasa Indonesia yang lagi trend sekarang bisa ditranslasi ke ‘galau’ kali ya?

Uda pernah nulis juga si kenapa cuma semakin deket semakin berat aja ni nafasnya,hehe.Inget mau ninggalin rumah bisa bikin ngeringis dan menghela nafas berat.

Inget bakal ngahadepin beberapa masalah, ke(belom)tidakpastian, ketemu sama2 assignment2 yang kadang2 stressful, bosen sama makanan, kangen rumah, kangen beruang jelek,dan lain2.

Payah banget ya, mustinya bersyukur malah ngeluh.

tapi, beneran, baru kali ini ga terlalu excited mau deket lebaran karena makin deket lebaran, ya makin deket juga hari itu. Susah banget buat ngga terlalu mikirin itu. sebel juga si. Tapi, gimana dongg:(

Uda ah, jangan manja..

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Counting down

Every minute passed toward that particular date always make me feel hard to catch enough air to breathe. Yeah, I’m exaggarating this, i know. But, seriously, it is. I want that coming late as much as i want it coming soon.

I have tens of worryness and i feel like to release it as soon as possible. Do my best and may Allah would help the rests, as always. Amin.

Bon courage!

What worries you, masters you. – John Locke-

Posted in The Big Three

Teaching is..

a passion of mine

one thing that i’m (sure) good (great, one day) in it

my mood booster..

the best cure of my worst broken heart..

the cure to my asthma..

my second home..

and, as one said to me :

a talent which might never make you a rich one

and i answer sincerely,

but it surely makes me a happiest one

In the end, i believe a happy me will enrich everything. Amin